Really wanting an answer...

Dear my hopefully someday,
     I'm beginning to really regret everything, I just hate not knowing. Not too long ago for a brief minute I forgot about all the regrets, because I got a notification for a new message. But like I said it was only for a brief minute, it was a false alarm, there was no new message, from you or from anyone, there was nothing. But what's new? This whole thing may not mean much to you, but it means a hell of a lot to me. I really just want an answer...please? I keep having the feeling that you're probably just sitting there laughing at me for being stupid enough to think that we had a chance. I thought that maybe there was a possibility that there could be something between us, but I guess not. I still want to know what the whole false alarm thing was about... I just hate to think that I may never get an answer...I hate that, and that's why I'm regretting it...I just want a chance with you...but what else is there to do now, but give up? Because I did what I could...I tried, so unless you reply within the next couple days, I think I need to forget about you and move on with my life...even though I really don't want to, but why be hung up on you, when you don't even care about me?
                                                              Sincerely, Really wanting an answer...