Dear my hopefully someday,
It's been four days...I keep having hope that everything will work out between us. I hope I go back to school Monday and I see you and you walk up to me why you didn't answer me and that you want to be with me. My dream the other night isn't helping these thoughts. I had a dream where I went it school and I went to one of my classes and in that class I got a bouquet of flowers and a letter explaining everything and how much you want to be with me. But like I said that was a dream, one that will not come true. I also keep having hope because maybe you didn't have the best service while you were down there and you couldn't reply, but I know that's like the least realistic answer. I have a very strong feeling that our friend found out how I feel about you, my best friend to be exact. Since I woke up today I've gotten like 13 snaphcats from her and about seven of those were of you. Is that her way of saying she knows I like you? I know she's your friend too but why would she only send them of you (and like two of her boyfriend, and one of her and I's other best friend) If she knows I like you, why would she send me pictures of the person who ignored me, because every time she does, it just reminds me that you did in fact ignore me. Maybe she doesn't know that you ignored me, but I and my friend think she probably does. Why do we think this? Because my best friend is one of your friends so maybe you told her about it knowing she and I were friends, and the other reason, more reasonable to me is that your best friend is my best friend's boyfriend, who is also with you, and you probably told him, and he probably told her...But then again maybe she doesn't know you ignored me, maybe she doesn't even know how I feel about you, maybe she is just sending pictures of random people, but I don't know the truth about it, but I do know it does hurt to look at you and know that you ignored me. Even after thinking about all this I do still hope though, I still hope, I will see you and you will explain everything to me, I just really hope.
Sincerely, I hope there's still a chance...
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