I think about us.

Dear my hopefully someday,
     The truth is I think about you a lot, more than I probably should, but I do. I think about different scenarios of things that will never happen. Sometimes it makes me happy thinking about you, but others it makes me so sad because I'm thinking of something that may never happen. And the fact that we may never happen really upsets me because I just really hope one day we can work out.
                                             Sincerely, I think about us a lot.

Wishing there was a time machine

Dear my hopefully someday,
      It hurts knowing I care about you so much, and it seems like you could care less about me. Recently I've been starting to think that I just want you in my life, even if you just become my friend, just so I could talk to you and not so feel awkward when I see you, but I know this would be a mistake since it would only make me want to be with you more. It would probably make me more jealous too. I don't think you realize that I've been waiting for you all this time. That new hopefully someday I talked about, let's face it, it probably won't work out, and to be honest I don't think I could get over you and forget you enough to move on. The truth is, I've been waiting for you since back when we were actually talking, and I believe I'll wait for you for a while. I've been thinking that I'm just waiting until you're available because that's when I'll be able to take my chance and if things don't work out then, that's when I can move on. I keep thinking about how much I could go back in time and change things because if I could everything would be so different and you might be mine right now.
                                    Sincerely, wishing there was a time machine.

Teardrops on my paper

Dear my hopefully someday,
     It's days like today where I thought about you, but it's also days like today where I also thought about him. Today has just been a really lonely day, my friends seem to have disappeared, and I just feel alone. I thought about you and how I wish you could be here so I didn't feel so alone, but then I thought, it doesn't matter because you're probably with her, so that's when I started to think of him, and how maybe he could comfort me and help me be less lonely than you could, because more and more lately, it feels like we haven't been noticing each other as much, and I'm starting to think that everything and anything that ever happened between us has been forgotten. I don't want that to be forgotten because I've still been hoping and wishing that one day those things can happen again and even go farther this time, but I'm starting to think they never will, and that makes me so sad. If I was actually writing this 'letter' on paper right now there would be water marks from all my tears hitting the paper as I write this because in all these thoughts, I realize how alone I am. Maybe having a new someone will help me not feel so alone, but then again things probably won't work out once again and I'll be even more alone. I'm just so tired of being sad and lonely and I'm even getting kind of tired of always thinking about you.
                                               Sincerely, teardrops on my paper

Maybe finding a new hopefully someday

Dear my hopefully someday,
      I still really like you, but the truth is I'm really starting to think that we won't ever be together. I think that I'm slowly starting to fall for someone else, but the truth is I don't think that will ever happen either. I think that I'm slowly starting to forget all of my feelings for you, and I don't know if I'm happy about that or not.  I'm happy because maybe that means I can finally start moving on, and stop caring so much, and being so jealous, but then again I'm kind of upset because I like you so much and I don't want to forget you, but maybe it will be good, maybe it will be good if I find a new hopefully someday. Although I don't even know if that new hopefully someday will ever be my someday, I don't even know if we would work out, we're different. I'm friends with his sister, and this weekend that we spent together, I just started to fall for you, more than I did before. He's just so shy, I've known him for 3 years now, and I've talked to him quite a bit, but not enough to even really be friends with him, but I sorta hope to change that. This weekend when we were dancing and he was my partner and we held hands it just made me realize how I was falling for him. Also when he was at my dinner table with his sister and we all talked. He's just so awkward and adorable, I don't know. I don't know how to feel anymore, because I still like you so much, but now I like him too.
                                                                    Sincerely, maybe finding a new hopefully someday.

I miss seeing you.

Dear my hopefully someday,
     Today was the first day of the new semester, and I don't see you anymore. The only time I saw you today was after school.  I knew I wouldn't see you as much with our new schedules, but I didn't think I wouldn't see you at all, and the truth is I miss it.  I miss seeing your face, and your smile. I know most of the time I saw you, you were with her, but I even kind of miss that, I just miss seeing you. Maybe now that I don't see you it will be easier to go on without you in my life, but at the same time maybe it will be harder, since now I'll just continue to think about you non-stop and not get to see you. I don't know what will happen, I just wish I saw you, at least once during the day.
                                                        Sincerely, I miss seeing you.

I need you to be my escape

Dear my hopefully someday,
     It's days like today, when I'm upset and nothing is going right, that I wish you would hold me and tell me everything's okay and it'll all work out. I wish you could just get in your car and drive over here and comfort me, or come and pick me up and help me escape everything.  It's days like today where I wish I could call you and you would talk to me so I wasn't upset anymore.  It's days like today where I wish I could call you mine. I was upset earlier with things in my life and family things and all I could think about was why no one is here to take me away from all of this, physically or emotionally, and then I thought of you, if we were together, you could. You could be my escape. I want you to be my escape, I want to be able to think of you on days like this and be happy. I've been up set like this before and I know I will be agian, probably even soon, but this time, I just couldn't stop thinking about how much I wanted you to be here to take me away.
                                        Sincerely, I need you to be my escape.

Always thinking about you.

Dear my hopefully someday,
     I just wish I could go one day without thinking about you, and missing you. I sometimes wonder if you know how I feel about you. How would you though? Sometimes I just want to run up to you and tell you how much I miss you and how much I just want to be with you, but I don't, and I doubt I ever will. I might be able to stop thinking about you and stop missing you if you stopped coming into my dreams. I don't know if you've ever heard that when you dream about someone, that means they miss you, and if that's true, well, then lately you must miss me a lot, because you're always in my dreams. I doubt that's true though, because that would mean you actually thought about me.
                                      Sincerely, always thinking about you.