Maybe finding a new hopefully someday

Dear my hopefully someday,
      I still really like you, but the truth is I'm really starting to think that we won't ever be together. I think that I'm slowly starting to fall for someone else, but the truth is I don't think that will ever happen either. I think that I'm slowly starting to forget all of my feelings for you, and I don't know if I'm happy about that or not.  I'm happy because maybe that means I can finally start moving on, and stop caring so much, and being so jealous, but then again I'm kind of upset because I like you so much and I don't want to forget you, but maybe it will be good, maybe it will be good if I find a new hopefully someday. Although I don't even know if that new hopefully someday will ever be my someday, I don't even know if we would work out, we're different. I'm friends with his sister, and this weekend that we spent together, I just started to fall for you, more than I did before. He's just so shy, I've known him for 3 years now, and I've talked to him quite a bit, but not enough to even really be friends with him, but I sorta hope to change that. This weekend when we were dancing and he was my partner and we held hands it just made me realize how I was falling for him. Also when he was at my dinner table with his sister and we all talked. He's just so awkward and adorable, I don't know. I don't know how to feel anymore, because I still like you so much, but now I like him too.
                                                                    Sincerely, maybe finding a new hopefully someday.