Dear my hopefully someday,
I can't stop thinking about you. I just really want to talk to you.... I just want to at least have the chance to talk to you. And I think I know that the only way to do that is to tell her, but I just feel like she'd think it's so stupid. I know I shouldn't be afraid to tell her, she's my bestfriend, but I am. I know I have to tell her though, because I'm beginning to think it's my only option in order to have a chance with you. And having a chance with you is one of the only things I really want in life right now, or at least have the chance so I know if it could work or not. That's all I want...I just need to know if we can ever be together.
Sincerely, I need to know.
Saturday, March 9, 2013
Thursday, March 7, 2013
Selfish
Dear my hopefully someday,
I was told to make a pros and cons list for you and the other guy, and at first I thought it was a good idea. Now as I'm sitting here though, crying my eyes out over you, because of all the talk about you and her wanting to get back together and fix things, I realized that list was pointless. I realize that you're obviously who I want to be with. I know you don't care about me but I care so much about you, and I know it's selfish but I really hope you don't get back together with her just because it's put me through so much pain.
Sincerely, selfish
I was told to make a pros and cons list for you and the other guy, and at first I thought it was a good idea. Now as I'm sitting here though, crying my eyes out over you, because of all the talk about you and her wanting to get back together and fix things, I realized that list was pointless. I realize that you're obviously who I want to be with. I know you don't care about me but I care so much about you, and I know it's selfish but I really hope you don't get back together with her just because it's put me through so much pain.
Sincerely, selfish
I should be happier.
Dear my hopefully someday,
It's true. It's been confirmed that you are available. I was so happy when I found out for sure, it means I could be a step closer to making you my hopefully someday. But then I thought about the other guy, I thought what happens if we do get set up, would I want to since now there's a chance with you. When I talked I my friends about it they all said who do you like more and my obvious answer was you, but then I thought what if it doesn't work out again like before what if things could work out with the other guy but I forget about him for you? What if we don't even work? Would I waste my chance with the other guy? I don't think I could answer that unless something happened between us. The other thing with you is that we never see each other, and now with my sports season on the way I won't see you even those couple rare times. So how would we even start talking again I never see you, or talk to you, I know the one option is to talk to my bestfriend about it since she knows you, but the thing is she still doesn't know I like you....I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I should be happier about everything though.
Sincerely, I should be happier.
It's true. It's been confirmed that you are available. I was so happy when I found out for sure, it means I could be a step closer to making you my hopefully someday. But then I thought about the other guy, I thought what happens if we do get set up, would I want to since now there's a chance with you. When I talked I my friends about it they all said who do you like more and my obvious answer was you, but then I thought what if it doesn't work out again like before what if things could work out with the other guy but I forget about him for you? What if we don't even work? Would I waste my chance with the other guy? I don't think I could answer that unless something happened between us. The other thing with you is that we never see each other, and now with my sports season on the way I won't see you even those couple rare times. So how would we even start talking again I never see you, or talk to you, I know the one option is to talk to my bestfriend about it since she knows you, but the thing is she still doesn't know I like you....I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I should be happier about everything though.
Sincerely, I should be happier.
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
I don't know ...
Dear my hopefully someday,
So right now it's not for sure, but what I'm getting from everything is that you're available now. And yes I know it's soon so nothing would happen right away if it did happen at all. But here's the thing, that new hopefully someday? Well my friends trying to set us up and I'm kind of excited, well, I was, but now all this happened and I don't know if I should be excited, I could try to be with you or continue and try to work with him. I don't know anymore. I don't know right now, I'm not even sure everything about you is true so I don't know why I'm worrying, but I am and I just don't know.
Sincerely, I don't know what to say.
So right now it's not for sure, but what I'm getting from everything is that you're available now. And yes I know it's soon so nothing would happen right away if it did happen at all. But here's the thing, that new hopefully someday? Well my friends trying to set us up and I'm kind of excited, well, I was, but now all this happened and I don't know if I should be excited, I could try to be with you or continue and try to work with him. I don't know anymore. I don't know right now, I'm not even sure everything about you is true so I don't know why I'm worrying, but I am and I just don't know.
Sincerely, I don't know what to say.
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