I should be happier.

Dear my hopefully someday,
     It's true. It's been confirmed that you are available. I was so happy when I found out for sure, it means I could be a step closer to making you my hopefully someday. But then I thought about the other guy, I thought what happens if we do get set up, would I want to since now there's a chance with you. When I talked I my friends about it they all said who do you like more and my obvious answer was you, but then I thought what if it doesn't work out again like before what if things could work out with the other guy but I forget about him for you? What if we don't even work? Would I waste my chance with the other guy? I don't think I could answer that unless something happened between us. The other thing with you is that we never see each other, and now with my sports season on the way I won't see you even those couple rare times. So how would we even start talking again I never see you, or talk to you, I know the one option is to talk to my bestfriend about it since she knows you, but the thing is she still doesn't know I like you....I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I should be happier about everything though.
                                             Sincerely, I should be happier.