Dear my hopefully someday,
Yesterday was the first day if school, and after all the recent stuff between us I was a little nervous to see you. Even though I wasn't gaurenteed to see you I was still nervous as to how we would act around each other. I walked into one of my classes and I was talking with my friends and as I turned around to answer one of my friends, I saw you sitting there. You then saw me and it felt awkward but not like before, it felt awkward like do we talk in person or no? Today when I walked into class you were already in your seat and I walked past you and I didn't really notice anything abnormal, but then later in the hour we made eye contact but it wasn't as awkward as before. Then not long ago this evening after I finished my homework you sent me a snapchat. You once again sent me one first, but when I replied you never answered me. So I still don't know what anything means to you but maybe now since we have a class we'll talk more. Maybe, as my friend says, it was a sign we were put in this class together. I guess we'll just have to wait and see.
Sincerely, maybe it's fate.
Wednesday, September 4, 2013
Sunday, September 1, 2013
Here's to not giving up.
Dear my hopefully someday,
In my last post I said nothing was happening between us and I didn't think anything was going to happen. I also said I was not going to give up. Well it turns out that my not giving up kind of payed off. A couple weeks ago on twitter I said something then you tweeted something that sort of seemed like it was directed at me so I tweeted again and you quoted the tweet. Everyone I asked all agreed that it seemed like you were subtweeting me and even to me it seemed like you were. So I did something a little risky, at least for me it was risky. I took your snapchat name off twitter and did what you said to do, I snapchatted you, and then you replied. We went on for a while that night, and then you said goodnight and we were done. The next couple nights we didn't snapchat, but we were favoriting and retweeting each other. After then for about a week nothing happened, but that next weekend we were doing the whole twitter thing again, but once again no more snapchats. But two nights ago that changed, when you sent me a snapchat first, then we went on for a while but then you stopped, but then the next night (last night) I sent everyone a picture and you replied, and we went on for a while. I know this may not seem like much, but to me it kind of is, now I'm not going to get my hopes up that anything will come of this because I know the truth is that to you, this could mean absolutely nothing, but then again if you didn't want to talk to me you didn't have to add me back on snapchat and you didn't have to ever reply and you definitely didn't have to send me one first, even if that was to everyone, if you didn't want to you didn't have to send it to me. So here's to continuing to try and not giving up.
Sincerely, Sometimes not giving up pays off.
In my last post I said nothing was happening between us and I didn't think anything was going to happen. I also said I was not going to give up. Well it turns out that my not giving up kind of payed off. A couple weeks ago on twitter I said something then you tweeted something that sort of seemed like it was directed at me so I tweeted again and you quoted the tweet. Everyone I asked all agreed that it seemed like you were subtweeting me and even to me it seemed like you were. So I did something a little risky, at least for me it was risky. I took your snapchat name off twitter and did what you said to do, I snapchatted you, and then you replied. We went on for a while that night, and then you said goodnight and we were done. The next couple nights we didn't snapchat, but we were favoriting and retweeting each other. After then for about a week nothing happened, but that next weekend we were doing the whole twitter thing again, but once again no more snapchats. But two nights ago that changed, when you sent me a snapchat first, then we went on for a while but then you stopped, but then the next night (last night) I sent everyone a picture and you replied, and we went on for a while. I know this may not seem like much, but to me it kind of is, now I'm not going to get my hopes up that anything will come of this because I know the truth is that to you, this could mean absolutely nothing, but then again if you didn't want to talk to me you didn't have to add me back on snapchat and you didn't have to ever reply and you definitely didn't have to send me one first, even if that was to everyone, if you didn't want to you didn't have to send it to me. So here's to continuing to try and not giving up.
Sincerely, Sometimes not giving up pays off.
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