Monday, January 28, 2013

Would Things Change?

Dear My Hopefully Someday,
     I know we don't really know each other that well, but the truth is I like you, a lot.  I wish things would have worked out between us.  I see you in the hallways at school, sometimes alone, sometimes with her and I just think, why can't that be me. Sometimes I catch you staring at me, like the other day, and I can't help but to think that maybe deep down you feel something for me, maybe you have feelings for me like I have for you.  I come home and the truth is sometimes I cry for you. Sometimes I just wish you knew how I felt about you, but I don't know what would happen if you did. Would things change? Or would things go on the same? That's part of why I'm afraid to tell you, I'm afraid things wouldn't change, I would still like you while you go on living your life, happy with her, and I was wrong, you don't care about me.  But what if? What if just maybe you did feel something for me, would you change things? I most likely won't know the answer to these questions because I probably will never be able to tell you how I feel, at least not for a while, maybe until you aren't with her anymore.  I just wish I could get over you sometimes, because sometimes I feel so sad when I think about you. I just want to one day, hopefully sooner, than later, have a chance with you, and be with you...
                                                    Sincerely, the girl that you forgot about.