Selfish

Dear my hopefully someday,
     I was told to make a pros and cons list for you and the other guy, and at first I thought it was a good idea. Now as I'm sitting here though, crying my eyes out over you, because of all the talk about you and her wanting to get back together and fix things, I realized that list was pointless. I realize that you're obviously who I want to be with. I know you don't care about me but I care so much about you, and I know it's selfish but I really hope you don't get back together with her just because it's put me through so much pain.
                                                   Sincerely, selfish