Sunday, November 24, 2013

Does it have to end now?

Dear my hopefully someday, 
A lot has happened, another one of my friends has been hanging out with you a lot but when I asked her about it she said nothing was going on and she hated that I would even think that. Then you came to my birthday party for a little bit, you were with your friend who was there to see his girlfriend (my bestfriend). Then other night I learned that my friend that's been hanging out with you maybe lied to me because I heard you guys were "talking" but I don't know if you still are or what. But last night, I was driving around with two of my bestfriends and we wanted to play car tag or down thing with someone so we sent out a mass snapcat to everyone (including you) but you didn't respond but later that night (while I was still out) I got a snapchat from you but it wasn't from you it was from my bestfriend (my best guy friend) on your phone and you were asking if I knew where that one friend was but I didn't get upset because the other kid you were with also kinda had stuf with her too. So I texted my best guy friend and said we were bored and wanted to do something, you guys finally agreed and I met up with you... We met up at a park, we parked next to each other and then we played car tag against each other. You could say I was pretty happy. But that's not when it ended...you called me (while still playing car tag) and you said we were cheating but you really just didn't know where we were at, but my question is, why did you call me. Why didn't my bestfriend? Did you still have my number from last year? Did you volunteer to call me? You must have already had my number beause why would have gotten my number from my bestfriend and not just use his phone? Maybe his phone was dead? But then still you would have already had my number. And that means you never deleted it...and maybe you did volunteer to call me, and maybe just maybe what I heard about you talking to my friend wasn't  true maybe it was about your friend...because I'm pretty sure he was the one texting me off my bestfriends phone and who was asking about my friend....even though all this happened this weekend....I doubt anything else will, I doubt we'll even talk in class tomorrow...and that's what hurts the most...

   Sincerely, does it have to end now?

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